BOW CHiCKAA WOW WOW !.

sooooo; thats my NEW red hair and i loooooooove it :] so fcck yu if yu dont...

anyways; so as ya cud see i was most def goin through some shxt last night..feelin some type of way.

well i think im officially over all that. && over all those niggas too. ALL OF THEM.

im too tired to post more; jus comment my hair && ill give ya a life update LATERRRS!.

peace&&prosperityy <33

--killuh™

F U C K Y O U A L L !.

well i jus feel really stupid.. the one i considered my main squeeze...im tight wid him;
he completely forgets me, its like i have to remind him to call me & ask wut time hes guna hit me up.
and then iwas kinda talkin to one otha nigga but he has anotha chik on the side && he says
he wishes he could take back messin wid me cause he wants to make it work wit homegirl..
and then fbd; well..he has a way of makin me feel like he cud care less about me or anythin
goin on in my life or anythin i may be unhappy wid or uncomfortable about.. yepp; hes good at that.

right now; id like to just be on some real FUCK YOU ALL type shit; but i cant do that..
im too bigg a pussy to leave my emotions behind and say what i wanna say.
when i wanna cry my fingers ache for some reason && righ now they'r throbbing !!!!!
--i feel so dumb, why would i think any of these niggas wud be any different?
im stupid && naive && they'r all the same. honestly; i JUST wana feel important to someone.
WHY THE FUCK AM I NEVER ANYBODIES NUMBER ONE?? well.. im over it...

ima take it down now; no reason to stay up wen i got NOBODY to talk to :(
ohh & i finally dyed my hair RED; but thas irrelevant, ill post pics anotha time.
F U C K Y O U !.



peace&& prosperityy.
--killuh™

jus ONE OF DEM daysss..

well; well; well.. valentine's day was nuttin to brag about.
i did a buncha NADA. decided to be my own valentine.
got my nails done & went wid my family to see Coraline in 3D ;]
i LOOOOVE that movie. argued wid MACKaroni a bit..
phresh called me & aftr we argued bout the same shxt as always..
it was nice to kinda get over it & jus be nice to eachothr.

[btw. he read my blog..dont let ur ex read ur blogs if theyr
mentioned in in em hahaa.]

but yeea; i didnt feel like writin nuttin last nite and i dont feel it today eithaa;

but i feel like i neglect my blogspot wen i dont give a little info bout wah happend.

me && mack are guud again; me && phresh are guna be guud. idk bout anything else;

but like i said previously in old blogs --IDGAF no more.

ohhhh; tonite im dyeing my hair red && im MADDD excited. i'll post pics ASAP!.

but YOOO! i needa go get ready for work.. ill leave yu wid a pic of my nails :] tehehee.

peeeace && prosperityy ♥

--killuh™

s l e e p is the cousin of DEATH !.

its 5 suttin in the AM and im convinced i suffer from insomnia.
either that OR i am an OWL trapped in this chik killuh's body !.
IDK but this shit is rediculous, i could be tired as fuck and i
jus CANNOT sleep once night hits. idk wut to do wid myself...
ohwell..

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!
yeayea; i felt obligated to say that, for those of you out there
that are guna be caked up wit ya girls/men showin MADDDD unecessary
PDA and makin me SICK all day long; lmao --congrats assholes.

ANYWAYS..
im bored with this and i have nuttin to say tonite..
catch me on myspace.. CLiCK HERE!
request me; talk to me; love me..

here's ur parting gift.

peace&&prosperityy..
--killuh™

cause imaaa BAD BAD giiiirl ;]

ahhh; so i didnt post last nite; i was trippin!
but i talked to phresh; kinda like my ex.. and he made me realize suttin;
I'M A BAD PERSON! i'm a bitch, i hurt people, i'm indecisive.
one thing i do have to say that i got goin for me is..
i don't lie & i don't cheat. but wudeva..i'm on some NEW NEW shxt.
i no longer give a fuck. i dress how i want, spend money how i want.
im not guna lie..i need to save though if i wana leave Orlando.
and get a new JOB [its a recessssion!]
OH! and part of all my changin, i'm dyein my hair RED this weekend. dope!

but anyways yo; i wanted to speak real quick on this girl scarlett.
i'm not a skinny chik; i'm thick & short and i know yu jus don't
do some shit..like standin on flimsy table & dance.
or y wud any kinda girl AT ALL, any size or shape, stand on the edge of
a table like yu dont know tht bxtch will flip;
anyways.. she made me madddd; and then i LAUGHED..and yu shall too.


hahaa; lmaoo; ill post suttin else later.
be easy blogspot babiee's ;]
peace&&prosperityy.
--killuh™