what would SHEsus do?

"He who hesitates is a damned fool."

-Mae West ;]

well well ; he doesnt even try to resolve our issues..
& maybe he doesnt think ther are any; but i know i have some.
& i didnt make them up, im not happy & he doesnt seem to care.
but fuck him tonite.. to add to shxt he jus FORGOT ME...
he forgot all about me so forget him; i dont wana talk about him.

im slowly kickin this flu; my throat is dry & scratchyy :[
but i got shxt to do tomoro, so no more pj's & layin around.. i hate this.
i need to get, do my hair, get cute & get on with life !
as i was sittin online all day i realized how little money i have.
i dont make enough to save, i was finishin my taxes and after i saw
how much i'd made all year i was like.. FCK ; WHERE'D IT ALL GO?

i feel my wardrobe is NOT where it needs to be, i dont have a bangin
car wid rims & a sound system, besides phone bills, car ins. & gas...
where the FCKK is my money? i have to wait for madd paychecks
to buy anything expensive cause i dont save anything.
so i really want this puppy and i need some new spring clothes...
the puppy is 500 and clothes..who knows how much that'll be;
anddddd i wana go to NY around my birthday in april. and to see "mybaby".

soooo...ima get a little suttin when taxes come in but not enough to cover all that.
how ima shop in ny? how will i even survive in ny? ohh.. woe is me :(
i need a get rich-quick scheme. somebody! ANYBODY!? H E L P P P !
should i have a garage sale? or throw some shxt on ebay? craigs list?
should i have a bake sale? or make up some fake foundation & see if ppl donate?
is that illegal? maybe i shud keep it real & ask ppl to donate to the B.A.H. fund..
yu know; BROKE ASS HOE !! should i rob and steal? maybe..dare i say it..
SELL MY ASS??

lmao; lemme not get carried away.
but for reals, im desperate, anyone with advice is more than welcome to leave a cmnt.
i would most def appreciate it.
well; ima take my ass to sleep, its gettin late & i got a lot of dreamin to do since
the lifestyle i so deeply yearn for is far far far from a reality!!

oh real quickk; check this guy out; listenin to him makes me happy :]


peace &&prosperityy
--killuh™