the WACKNESS.

i know times are kind of rough these days
and everyone is seraching for a job, but i feel like maybe
its not as bad as everyone makes it seem.
like whenever times get rough people wana use whatever is
goin on as an excuse. i understand layoffs are happening
and people are being asked to step down...but sometimes thats not
as bad as people make it seem; maybe i jus see the dopeness in everything;

people need to stop being so negative, your lifestyle may have to slightly
diminish, you wont be able to eat out everyday...cook at home!
you may not be at work all fuckin day..but who cares? spend time with loved ones.
work on your tan, read a book, get some! and yu know what...
im not guna lie, it feels really good to save up for something yu really want.

well; okay, i most def didnt plan on talkin about all that but i did...
now let me get to the real point...i absolutely HATE my job.
i've never hated anything quite so much, i dread going into that place.
usually i wouldnt put my place of employment on blast but...PUBLIX!
lmao, i put on my ugly ass uniform and i stand in the mirror and i
actually want to cry. like, EW whyyy? i dont wanaaaaa...a mini tantrum.

well i recently learned that as you work for publix, they put money in stock for you;
your money lmao..how nice of them! and only if you work for 3+ yrs,
when you "retire" aka QUIT they give you whatever money you've built up.
well, guess whaaaaaat! i've been there for 3 yrs and 1 month lmao.
and over these years ive acquired atleast 15hunnit. :D

so....i know everyone keeps telling me, don't quit until you have a new job.
but i'm miserable. should i sacrifice my happiness for a few dollars a week.
i'm not guna sit here and lie and say ohh, i can live off 1500 for a month,
and ill look for a job the entire time, thas a damn lie! cause i can shop thru
1500 in NO time baby. lmao but there's this place my best friend works at;
and im pretty positive i can get a job there no problem.
sooo.. should i quit? should i continue to be miserable and wait it out?

come on, give me some advice blog world..
well, ima go eat this pernil, arroz con habichuelos & platanos my mom made.
yes, she's the fckin best, cause im hungry as hell.

well; my lovers, leave suttin and i appreciate the love in advance.
peace & prosperityy <3
killuh™




oh & PS; the wackness is a movie, and its my favorite...WATCH IT!