not much to talk about BIIIITCH.

okay; i just typed a whole post that was going NOWHERE

so i erased the whole thing lol...

so i was noticing lately that every little thing everyone

does to me, or says to me...completely ruins my mood.

i have so much bullshit going on in my life, my mom is

sick all the time and makes me do everything, my stepdad

is a complete asshole and treats me like i'm worthless...

and i'm holding myself back from gettin a better job or

doing better with my life because i feel like my little brother

depends on me...he is the main reason i don't leave this place!

if i didn't cook dinner, take him to friends homes & spend time

with him idk where he'd be.

--i've always had the worst anxiety, and lately i've realized

all the things that i worried and stressed about were things

i couldn't help or fix or change! so i've slowly changed into

this person who doesn't give a fuck about anything, has an
attitude with everyone, and is just STUCK. i feel myself

turning into an angry person and i really hate it.

i don't want to be this way...i want to be happy, i just don't know how.

*ANYWAYS; on a lighter note, i really want to change my hair...

since the fall is coming and i'll be able to do it without it gettin all

frizzy and nasty...i was thinkin i'd cut it, maybe a curly little fro joint..

keep it red on the bottom and make is superr bright blonde on top.

idk; when my hair looks good i feels good usually..so why not?

what do ya think?

*my curlyREDmess!

well;

PEACE&PROSPERITYY;

killuh™