well well well.. bigUPS to my bk girls!!

SOOO; i love me some Charles Hamilton; but he wrong fa this.
he put her on blast, when she aint even say nothin THAT foul about him.
he def deserved to get hit like that, and she def gets the BIG UPS!
just watch..



killuh™

i found a lonq lost friend of mine ... *

well well well; look what i found.. its my long lost dimple !

hahaa.. i realized that it shows up only wen im tryinq NOT to smile and lately

ive been doing alot of that; before i was finding reasons to smile; but now i can

honestly say im REALLY REALLY happy. shxt at home gets rough sometimes...

but lately there havent been any issues, i have good friends, nd SOME not so

good ones, but who's couting? its not the quantity, its the QUALITY! my cupcake

michelle, just left today for boston, i fuckin love that hoee, as much as me &

keaidy have faded over the years, i still love her, and she better be with me today wen

i go back to the "TRAPHOUSE" to finish my tattoo :] sounds ghetto ehh? lmaooo.

i have my ryan, he's like sunshine, he makes my day so bright, and its funny cause

we havent talked in a few days cause he's been outta town and its rained everyday we havent talked.

must be a sign lol; i have my loveliees at work, esp kelly, aka kelly kush! haha, thats my bxtch maaan.

oh & some craaaazy shxt, my mom wants me to go to therapy for my adhd & anxiety issues, but wtf.

i dont believe in their methods, i dont believe in their medicines && i got WAY TOO MANY PROBLEMS!

lmao; but idk, maybe its just me, but i really think everyone has these problems, im just aware of them haha.

lets see:

i smoke the ganj; im addicted to SEX; i have a serious anxiety disorder & i panic often;

i have NO KINDA attention span; im afraid to be alone; i GOT ISSUES MAN! but idgaf.

who doesnt? but idk, i def need to get up and make some moves today, lemme get off my ass,

off this computer, and get my life togetha.

ADD ME:

twitter.com/killuhxcici

myspace.com/__killuh

&& idk the fckin thing for facebook; but look up Alicia Muniz on facebook.com hahaa.

peace&prosperityy <333

--killuh™

killuh;s BACK !.

well; well; well; i told myself i'd get back on here like i use to be..
and i truly do apologize to yu all for taking that leave of absence.
if yu all even knew what was goin on durin my bloggin break yu'd slap me;
for TWOreasons:

1. the reason i stopped bein on here was because my "EX" antwan aka phresh
decided that my bloggin was hurtin our relationship [dont read than nigga.]
2. that muufxcka stayed cheatin on me after countless second chances &&
i finally got back to basics, before he made me bxtchass, and told him to
go fxck himelf & to delete my numba frm his fone & my LIFE frm his MEMORY!

lmaoo; yes! its that serious people hahaa;
well lets have a little update on whats been goin on in the life of killuh™
--in the past few weeks ive almost been kickd out the house twice.. im still here lol
my mom loves me too much to let me go so im not too worried bout that !.
--umm, my 20th bday passed on apr25. :] good stuff. jus one year till i can
supress my deep emotional baggage with alcohol .. legally ! lmao
--ive been smoking alot lately, at first i thought it was because of the stress..
but im not that stressed out ... so i mite just be a pothead lmao
--and my moms been super-sick lately, i wish she'd smoke w me... she has
lupus, fibromyalgia, rhumatoid(sp?) arthritis, hbp, sleep apnea, EVERYTHING!!
ima jus keep prayin though, cause idk what i'd do wo my mami.
--i started talkin to an old friend, i shall call him boogieMAN on here. he's
jus the best, ofc like anyother guy, there are certain aspect of him that im not fond of;
like his love for the ladies, but i jus adore his whole spirit. "his essence is a blessing"

beside all that, i cant think of any other updates, but i def did miss my blog.
and i hope all my loving followers missed me as well;
i really do love being on here, and i deeply regret how i allowed someone
sway me away from this; anyways.. ima let it ride; and hopefully tonite..
ill be back writing to yu all again :]

I'M BAAAAAACKKKKK BxTCHES !. lmao

peace&&prosperityy♥♥
--killuh™