killuh;s BACK !.

well; well; well; i told myself i'd get back on here like i use to be..
and i truly do apologize to yu all for taking that leave of absence.
if yu all even knew what was goin on durin my bloggin break yu'd slap me;
for TWOreasons:

1. the reason i stopped bein on here was because my "EX" antwan aka phresh
decided that my bloggin was hurtin our relationship [dont read than nigga.]
2. that muufxcka stayed cheatin on me after countless second chances &&
i finally got back to basics, before he made me bxtchass, and told him to
go fxck himelf & to delete my numba frm his fone & my LIFE frm his MEMORY!

lmaoo; yes! its that serious people hahaa;
well lets have a little update on whats been goin on in the life of killuh™
--in the past few weeks ive almost been kickd out the house twice.. im still here lol
my mom loves me too much to let me go so im not too worried bout that !.
--umm, my 20th bday passed on apr25. :] good stuff. jus one year till i can
supress my deep emotional baggage with alcohol .. legally ! lmao
--ive been smoking alot lately, at first i thought it was because of the stress..
but im not that stressed out ... so i mite just be a pothead lmao
--and my moms been super-sick lately, i wish she'd smoke w me... she has
lupus, fibromyalgia, rhumatoid(sp?) arthritis, hbp, sleep apnea, EVERYTHING!!
ima jus keep prayin though, cause idk what i'd do wo my mami.
--i started talkin to an old friend, i shall call him boogieMAN on here. he's
jus the best, ofc like anyother guy, there are certain aspect of him that im not fond of;
like his love for the ladies, but i jus adore his whole spirit. "his essence is a blessing"

beside all that, i cant think of any other updates, but i def did miss my blog.
and i hope all my loving followers missed me as well;
i really do love being on here, and i deeply regret how i allowed someone
sway me away from this; anyways.. ima let it ride; and hopefully tonite..
ill be back writing to yu all again :]

I'M BAAAAAACKKKKK BxTCHES !. lmao

peace&&prosperityy♥♥
--killuh™