Thursday, August 26, 2010

#JOEschmo

DEAR MR. HAYES,

i never dreamt the day would come that i would meet the man of my dreams. but from the moment you walked into my life i knew there was something truly special about you. having dealt with so much negativity in my past relationships i've been forced to put up this wall to guard my heart. but being the strong man that you are you tore that shit down, and stepped right in. i had been missing something for a long time and you just fit in that empty spot so perfectly. you amaze me everyday just a little bit more than the day before...as corny as it sounds, if i could have built a perfect man he'd be YOU.

you share my ideals, you are smart, motivated, driven, and you make want to be a better person for myself and for you. you've shown me what its like to be truly happy, to be free, and to be loved unconditionally. i can't imagine living without you now that i know how it feels to have you in my life. i've always had to take care of other people, and to be able to finally breathe and know that i'm taken care of for life has lifted the weight of the world from my shoulders and freed me in ways you'll never know. the feeling i get just hearing your voice is a feeling that i'm not willing to ever give up. i'm selfish with you baby, i refuse to share you.

i plan to keep you around forever, i want to build a family, a comfortable home, and a beautiful life with you. i want to give you the children you've always wanted, and the care and love you deserve. i promise to do everything in my power to keep a smile on your face. i promise to be honest, loyal, and fully devoted to our life together and the beautiful relationship we are buiding... we have a million plans and you are my motivation for all that i do positive from now on. i've never met a more beautiful person in my life.

don't ever walk away, because now that i know what it's like to have you i refuse to be without you. you inspire me. i love you until my last breath.


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