Saturday, October 31, 2009

#fml...fa real though.

i am not in my right frame of mind.
i'll explain why i've been away tomorrow;
because i feel like you all need pictures
to understand my pain.

right now; i am overwhelmed and i need to let it out.
i'm sad. i'm angry. i'm confused. i'm scared.
i feel vengeful and even slightly depressed.
my stress is ridiculous, my anxiety is at its highest.
i don't wana do my hair; i don't wana go anywhere.
and even if i really did; i cannot.
i feel like at this moment in my life...i'm empty.
i have no car, i have no ideas, no inspiration,
i'm not ME; i'm outside of myself, this isn't me..

until tomorrow; i sleep.

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